wtf

Hello, again. Just wanted to write a quick post so I could get how I’m feeling out into the universe. I’ve been in conditioning for field hockey for a little over a month now. We have it every morning, and I’m not gonna lie, it’s been pretty intense. However, I haven’t had the most eventful summer so I’ve spent the majority of my time in comfy clothes and not really giving a fuck about what I look like.

After a little bit I started to notice any time I would try to dress in cute clothes I would get super insecure about how the clothes looked on my body. Which is weird because even my favorite pieces were’nt seeming to look how they usually do. I decided to try and style some cute fits tonight after I got inspired and tried on one of my fav pair of pants. The second I started pulling them on I knew they were tight. And when I got them up it took multiple attempts to pull together the button / zip.

So now I’m realizing I wasn’t just being stupid, I’m just literally getting fatter. After working out all the time? Anyways, now I feel fat and insecure and don’t ever want to leave my house until I drop all this fucking weight.

Sorry for this annoying post. Just had to express my teenage angst.

-margo

finishing up

My junior year of high school is finally wrapping up, and I couldn’t be more excited. Lacrosse season ended last week and all of my AP tests are done. It’s a huge weight lifted of my shoulders, I’m just so excited to actually have free time. However, finishing junior year is terrifying as it means I only have one year of high school left. I have no idea what my plans for the future are, I don’t even know where I want to go to college. It’s crazy to think that by this time next year I’ll know where I’m going and hopefully have a plan for the future.

I think one of the things I’m the most nervous about is leaving my friends and family. I want to go far away, somewhere unknown, but I’ve never been the best with making new friends. I rely so much on some of my friends, and we’ve all been close for so many years. Without them everything will be so different. As far as my family goes, I’m the youngest so my parent’s will probably be experiencing empty nest syndrome soon. My mom and me are pretty close, especially since everything with my dad went down, so I just hope she does alright after I’m gone.

I guess I’m getting ahead of myself. This summer should be amazing, and I don’t have to worry about this stuff until next year. I just wanted to pop on here and start writing, as now I’ll actually have time to write about my life. Please leave me a comment and follow this blog, I’ll talk to you guys soon!

Love,

margo ❤

dear internet,

Hello, my name’s Margo White and for some reason you’ve just stumbled across my blog! I’ve loved blogging since I was a little kid and have created more blogs than I can count. It’s been a few years since I’ve made one, but I’ve decided to try again. This time with more life experience and (hopefully) better writing! I’ve always thought it was important to write about my life, whether it’s in a journal, a blog, or just a random doc on my computer. So here I am, once again making my thoughts public! I’m currently 17 years old and a junior in high school, which means lots of teenage bullshit. I play field hockey and lacrosse but spend most of my time fucking around with my friends and helping out with my hot mess of a family. So, if you’ve ever been curious about what goes on inside the mind of an average teenager… keep on reading.

With love,

margo ❤